loop

and here we go again
one more time
just like the last one
and the one before that
its always the same, in a different way
i feel so much that at some point i feel nothing
how come sometimes, things just disappear?
vanish into thin in air?
all I wanted
all I felt
all I pictured
its just gone
and here we are
doing all of this shit again
and again
till we die, ain't that right?
damn, it sure as hell gets exhausting as fuck.

am i stuck on replay or something?