alredy august??

Now everything seems blurred. The sun has gone away and took my happiness with it. Days and days go by without me even feeling ok. Being separeted to the whole world, I feel like an island. It hurts to be so far away from everything I really want. And now I dont even know what to do.  Time ticks away and leaves me astonished with its greatness. Am I asking too much? Dont I deserve that? I just feel asleep all day, Id rather be dreaming than be awake.
Im
Just
Afraid
Time
Won't
Forgive
Me.