"The Tears in Cupid's Eyes".

You left early
The door was open

I forgot to close my eyes
As I watched the scene

In the back of my brain, I bounce back memories of the past years
Some killing me
Some making me feel alive

I tried. It's too damn difficult. I can't thrive.
Even if it feels like I did.

The door was open
I saw what happened out there.

Too paralyzed to say a fucking word. I stayed inside. Hiding in silence.
As I watched the scene.

Now it's the time for me to leave. Well, I can't leave just yet. I feel stuck. I feel glued to this very seat.
It's a chair, actually. A yellow chair. A memory I brought with me from yore. To remind me where I came from.

I sit here and I reminisce.
I think about how foolish I made myself look throughout the years.

I can't go back. Whatever happened, happened.
Although I see how the sun shines a tad less bright now.

It's my own fault, ain't?
I did it to myself. I fucking ruined everything. Nevertheless, I still stand.

I see good and I see bad
All twisted from inside out.

I see love and I see hate
All burning in people's eyes.

I look up.
Cupid is crying.

Disgrace all around us.
And yet, we stand.